Sweet Sun

The  sweet Spring sun caressed my skin and warmed  my aching bones this afternoon  while the  lilac scent  hung on the breeze  and drifted my way as  I sat on the stoop  waiting for the kids to come home.

 
I so yearned for healing rays  on  those cold ,gray days in rehab right after my accident in November and then with  Winter dragging  
on mercilessly  while recuperating at home .
 
That frigid  ice storm that had it’s grip on Kentucky  making it feel more like my time in Massachusetts didn’t help , and more recently  Spring weather taunted us here and there  and suddenly *poof * everything went  back down to 40 or 50 F  again.
My circulation isn’t what it should be yet  and so my body really wavers between way too cold and then too hot with blankets on.
 
It sounds like a few days of warmer weather are beckoning us over the next weekend and hopefully a  trend I can easily follow of more weather to come.
 
Life is   hectic these days  with  Eddie’s kids activities and schedule , friends visiting, and my daughter moving an hour away closer to her  work now.
 
This will be the first  time she’s ever been that far away from me.It’s going to be strange. In my family, having  a military background  ,  we were not always close to  my parents geographically  depending on the assignment.
 
My parents are still in Texas , the last time I saw them was  when they came down after my accident.It was good to see them , I know that they were pretty scared  for me.
 
I am still going to physical therapy twice a week and getting stronger, but still not up to snuff yet.
 
Most days I am tired at the end  of the evening , but look forward to another day  , because  I was  allowed  more after Nov. 16 , 2008.
 
Every moment now has a special flavor, appreciation and wonder at what is and can still be .

 
My daughter in the pink, then our friends, Sharon , Juanita, Doug  and Susanne  plus my Eddie pictured above .

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Gone Way Too Soon

Zel Cat  died last Wednesday.
 
He  was  suddenly quite ill , and we got him in to see the vet as soon as we could , but  he was already very bad off.
It seems  the poor little guy  had a fatal corona virus called FIP , and we had to make a quick decision to help him to the rainbow bridge.
He wasn’t even a year old. 
 
Tears still come every time  I think of the  choice we had to make.
He didn’t need to suffer anymore, and this was the kindest  thing  I think we could do for Steff’s  fur baby.
 
He was a cuddlesome  fellow  that I didn’t get to spend a whole lot of time with , between  my busy schedule  ,being laid up in the hospital  and my subsequent lack of mobility up until the second week of February .
 
This was Steff’s first cat, the one she always wanted.
 
He was  her baby.
 
We’ve had so many changes  over the last  year ,a very mixed bag to say the least .
 
On a beautiful sunny spring  day like today , I think about  all the hard times we’ve all endured, the joy we’ve felt  , and then the  who -knows- what- lies- ahead truth of living in this world .
 
I know she adored him, and that while he was around , he had a nice kitty life.
 
We’ll miss you , Zel .

 
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Back When Michael Looked ,ah, Pretty Much Normal

…and dancing   songs   held  (cough)*great advice* to live  by.
  
 
Off the Wall ( Michael Jackson)
When the world is on your shoulder
Gotta straighten up your act and boogie down
If you cant hang with the feeling
Then there aint no room for you this part of town
cause were the party people night and day

Livin crazy thats the only way

Chorus
So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf
And just enjoy yourself
Groove, let the madness in the music get to you
Life aint so bad at all
If you live it off the wall
Life aint so bad at all (live life off the wall)
Live your life off the wall (live it off the wall)

2nd verse
You can shout out all you want to
cause there aint no sin in folks all getting loud
If you take the chance and do it
Then there aint no one whos gonna put you down
cause were the party people night and day
Livin crazy thats the only way

Chorus
So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf
And just enjoy yourself
Cmon and groove, and let the madness in the music get to you
Life aint so bad at all
If you live it off the wall
Life aint so bad at all (live life off the wall)
Live your life off the wall (live it off the wall)

Bridge
Do what you want to do
There aint no rules its up to you (aint no rules its all up to you)
Its time to come alive
And party on right through the night (all right)

3rd verse
Gotta hide your inhibitions
Gotta let that fool loose deep inside your soul
Want to see an exhibition
Better do it now before you get too old

cause were the party people night and day
Livin crazy thats the only way

Chorus
So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf and just enjoy yourself
Cmon and groove (yeah) let the madness in the music get to you
Life aint so bad at all if you live it off the wall
Life aint so bad at all (live life off the wall)
Live your life off the wall (live it off the wall)

 

Today this song came on the radio  and I started to sing along and  sway a bit …
 
Hey–when I was  15 years old, no problem was too large that I couldn’t boogie it away ,because the funk wouldn’t leave me alone ( that lyric ,er ,sage  sentiment  was expressed  by the Brothers Johnson  in the song  "Stomp") . 
 Yeah I was into  disco. I’ve  mentioned that here before.
I’m standing firm to it, so  castigate me all you want.
 
 If it makes me wiggle ,I’m not gonna deny  the power it unleashes in me. 
 
Not saying that I can’t still feel a groove , but  yanno, it doesn’t quite make everything alright  anymore.
 
Thirty years ago …life was indeed simpler .
 
 

 
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Beautiful Days Ahead

It’s here , it’s here !( Blog author basking in freckle making  activities)
 
Shiny , shiny Springtime . Time for  the golden warm up,  sneeze producing  pollen  and more  days soaking up the sun on porches like a lazy cat on a  window sill.
 
Sydney with her  work of art from earlier this week.
 
My excitement this week, beside  the 70 something degree days we experienced , was the fact that after the past two and a half months of jamming  my feet into velcro tabbed chunky /clunky  snow boots…I can wear my leather clogs again.
Boo Yay !
 
 

Funny thing a few weeks back  Eddie was talking about  about the vernal equinox and raw eggs standing on their end  unassisted.

Got out some eggs from  the fridge, played with them then to our great surprise  one  just stood on it’s own  for several minutes..

Ran and got the camera , even  tried it with other eggs in the carton and the same one again – but  that was all she wrote .

Freaky  pre -vernal equinox happenings alright…

Well butter my butt and call me  a biscuit !

 

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Spring Forward

As the clocks move forward again for  this year , and we have  dealt with setting all the time changes  in the house, I realized that  Easter and Spring ( or is it  the other way around…where’s my calendar?) are on the way  for this year already.
Wasn’t it just  January? The year is moving forward  , and thankfully so is my recovery .
 
Everyday  I feel a bit more like my normal self  again.
 
< this is where Eddie usually says, "Normal…when was this ??!">
 
Apparently he loves my nutty self,so  yanno  I can’t really complain .
 
I’m up to  two  physical therapy sessions  a week  , and this past week they really worked the dickens outta me.
 
I ache for two days afterward, but I realize that without pain there is no gain.
 
I am determined to  become as strong as  the day before the accident again .*Steely eyed resolve seriously set on my face*
 
We have friends showing up next month for visits , and I  don’t want to be dragging my legs behind me  while everyone else has fun.
 
 Sure they will understand, but  I want to be able  to  keep up as much as possible .
The return of  warmer weather heralds gardening projects, walks , and life  returning to a fuller swing outside again in general.
 
Regular  sunshine in itself is a  thoroughly seductive thought  , and after all –I DO need to start working  on my nose freckles for the year.

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Back in the Saddle Again

After an over three month hiatus , yesterday  afternoon  my daughter and I went lunching together at our fave nearby local grill  .
 
This was indeed the first time since the accident in November we rode together .We drove  through the  infamous intersection together with  a tad  more care and serious  prayers  that things  turned out  as they did and not worse .
 
We were both nervous, but I believe that as her Mom, I needed to  put my trust in her hands  once again.She was so rattled  that day that since she  had started driving less and less.
 Preferring her boyfriend or Eddie  to do the honors.I knew it was  important for myself to get in her new car  with her in the driver’s seat again  for my own healing as well.We had after all  covered several thousand miles together over the past few years without incident.It just so happened that her first  accident unluckily resulted in a serious injury  for her Mom.
 
I know that  seeing me cut out of the car with the jaws of life, blood in the car  and the whole ambulance   emergency  room  scenario  will remain with her for a very long time.
 
I heard her  in my semi-conscious state  in a  serious panic over my condition as they  pulled me out of the car.
 
The stuff nightmares are made of , and I felt so bad for her  even in my  injured state  , but was very  relieved that she didn’t seem to have any  major injuries from what I could tell by listening.
 
At my  first outpatient physical  appointment  this past Wednesday morning I was told  that  one leg is temporarily shorter than the other  due to a slight twisting of my pelvis. * Oh Yay*
 
It’s the muscles that need to be kinked out and strenghthened , so I have some work ahead of me  over the next few months.
 
In a lot of ways  a sense of normalcy is returning to my everyday life.Those dark days of  narcotic pain relief and the  indescribable pain of movement  a part of my personal history  fading away bit by bit .
 
I‘m tired more easily and by tailbone  and right leg  socket aches  here and there  , but  I’m feeling like  the saddle is not far from fitting the horse again.
Steff and her new safe ride w/ boyfriend Dave. Eddie found this sweet ride for her.
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